adderall & HRT

may 21st, 2023

sometimes i cannot focus
on my work, on my life
not only on the unpleasant
but on the things i want to do
i cannot 'achieve', i cannot 'succeed'
so i am human

sometimes i do not know myself
on the inside, on the outside
not only who i am
but how i feel and how i act
i am torn to shreds by my own body
so i am woman

sometimes i think about the chemicals
in the vial, in the pill
they could change my life forever
but change is scary after all
i cannot let myself confront these feelings
so i am man

* back to drops *

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